Sometimes, the things you expect are far from reality.. sometimes you just wish things were much easier but it isnt..
You pray and pray hoping things will change... but it doesnt.. and you have to deal with it.. it causes hearts to shatter, but it has to be done... cause tts what is right in the eyes of God.
God is my priority.
He warned us about hurts and persecution we would face... and now, i know. It hurts. alot. but it has to be tt way.
tears fall as i look at the reality of things...
why does it have to end this way?
was i too hopeful?
were my expectations too high?
no. i cant compromise in this situation.
i have to stick to what is right.
not what is right in the world's point of view, but what is right in God's point of view...
it hurts to do things this way
but it will hurt even more to not do it this way.
tears gush out of the hurt in faint attempt to heal it
i love you, but i love my Lord more.
i'm sorry.
and so, this story ends, and a new one begins.
stargazed @ 10:51 p.m.
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