my house is like infested with fruit flies... its irritating.. not just my house... my condo. jan's house gets them too.. anyone know how to get rid of them?
things seem to be going all wrong these few days... i had a nightmare that i quit the music ministry cause my keyboard didnt work and the rest of the team did fine without me and there was another keyboardist to take my place.. haha... maybe it will come true!! *crosses fingers*
i find that when i feel upset or depressed, i binge. after my bad paper the other day, i ate ALOT... my mom can vouch for that... i think i'm going to put on weight... wait. i AM putting on weight. haha...
i reach the state where i try desperately to solve my problems on my own. but this sunday's sermon sort of talked to me: if you depend on your own strength, you'll soon grow weary. depend on the Lord.
*push* here. all my problems. Lord, take care of it k? thanks.
now i have only my weight to watch. *watches weight* not very fun. tv's more entertaining.
di chan ?uan mak.
stargazed @ 1:24 p.m.
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