the worst thing you can do when you serve God is grumble.
somehow these words keep playing in my mind as battle out issues.. but then, i'm really tired.
i no longer feel i can juggle cell group and music ministry. it seems as if i have to give up one for the other... tts what i've been doing for the past month, and i'm not very pleased with it... but then when i voice out, people close by me say the very words above.
Lord, teach me what to do...
i dont want to give up cell group cause i love my sec twos..it is my wish to be able to see them grow in christ... to be there for them and discipling them... but i cant give up music ministry... it seems as if there is a shortage of keyboardists though some ppl say there isnt.
frustrated, tired out.
not by my might, not by my strength, but by Your spirit. i shall hold on.. but i dont know how much longer i can hold on though...
stargazed @ 9:31 p.m.
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