den you witness the selfish side of a member in your family and feel terrible about it...
you try to stop a bicker from forming but cant cause girls always want the last say and tts how it's like when majority of the family is girls and the only guy in the family has the same habit of wanting the last say.
den you get shouted at just because you were trying to lighten up a tense situation...
you have to deal with other people's mood swings
you are EXPECTED to do everything other ppl want you to do just cause they are your family. but somehow, it doesnt work the other way.
you get shouted at for being so calculative about things like tt..
the house becomes a house filled with bickering, nagging and complaining until everyone retreats to their rooms. the house then becomes cold and silent. you can only hear the tapping of your keyboard...
i'm not that high and mighty and good and holy and all that... i make noise too... but you can hardly hear it with the sound from everything else...
sometimes the best thing to do is to shut yourself in your room and cry to yourself...
i cant wait till i have three days away from all the rah rah stuff... retreat into laughter and comfort around ppl that dont live to get on my nerves.
closing up seems like the best thing to do...
stargazed @ 11:14 p.m.
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